| *bang bang*This place is dead.
This is my home now. |
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| Perfect"Sick of circling the same road
And sick of bearing the guilt
So open the windows to cool off
And heat pours in instead
All my efforts to clean me
Leave me putrid and filthy
And how can You look at me
When I can't stand myself?
Perfect in weakness
I'm only perfect in just Your strength alone
Perfect in weakness
I'm only running in just Your strength alone"
God helped me to fight today. I couldn't have made it through the day on my own, but He gave me the strength, and now I stand victorious.
Our God, my Father, is awesome. There really are no words. He is... awesome. I love my Father. |
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| In the stillness You are thereMany of you, this will not apply to, but I just wanted to ask for a break about all things dealing with me and my supposed "love life" for a while. Truth is, I've managed to lose myself in this crowd of voices around me, telling me all these things, and I just can't seem to find God's will through it all. It's not that I don't want to hear your opinions, I'm just really confused, and when everyone is saying something different.... it's not helping. So, please, just give me some time to get my head on straight. If you want to do something for me, then pray for me. I'm probably sounding hypocritical saying this, and I'm sorry if I've made you feel this way, but I just need some silence. I need peace.
Thanks, guys. Love you. |
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| What good is love when it keeps on hurting me..."There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out all fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love." -1 John 4:18
You know what?
I'm afraid. |
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| A house ain't a homeBack in Linwood.
Poo.
I'm off center. I have managed to thouroughly confuse myself about God's will. I say something, and it turns out to be something else. I guess I should just keep my mouth shut until I know for sure.
Waiting. It's all I've got right now. |
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